New Insta Account ❤

Hello people ❤ I’ve made a new insta account just for my book review posts and stuff like that….I’d be so happy if you guys would take out time to follow me :’)

Account : @yalnaz_reads

Link : https://instagram.com/yalnaz_reads

Do stop by, who knows we might become great friends ^-^ Plus, I’d love to meet new people! ❤

Yalnaz Alam 

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Wasn’t her fault

She just spent her days loving and caring for others, but no one appreciated that. She got worried so easily, and people would call her crazy for that, but she didn’t care, because the only thing that could keep her sane was the well-being of her loved ones. She was misunderstood, people called her oversensitive, mad, clingy…but she was none of those. God had just given her a heart that felt a lot, a soft heart amongst all the stone ones…it wasn’t her fault now, was it?

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I’m always here…

Needed a little study break so thought of writing here, it’s been long

This month has been one hell of a month for me! I can say that this year didn’t exactly start off as “great”, had many ups and downs, arguments with people, work load, etc etc. But in the end it all works out, right? I’ve had my fair share of problems to be honest, and only I can know how I dealt with them….

The thing with me is that I’ve never wanted to hurt anyone, no matter how much it hurts me in the process. A goody two shoes I am 😛 but well you see, this world isn’t made for the innocents, people like me are always stuck at one point or another! But I never give up, neither should you. And if any of my readers need a good listener, or wish to share their problems I’m always here…that’s all for tonight from my side, needed to clear my head a bit!

Lots of love xxx

Yalnaz Alam

Drowning…

She gasped for air, looking around, trying to shout for help, she knew that the attack was ephemeral, nevertheless it was taking the life out of her. Everyone failed to understand her, and her anxiety attacks. It crumpled her insides, she could never understand why she got them, she failed to understand why no one understood this misery of hers. The room was spinning before her very eyes, she felt sick to the stomach, she just wanted someone to hold her when she felt like she was dying. But she had no one. No one could understand how it felt when you couldn’t breathe good, or when you wanted to cry without any reason. No one could understand that no matter how hard she tried, anxiety always had a way of coming back to her. No one could understand how it felt, when you feel like you’re drowning in your very own miserable self.


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Silly Girl

Tears streamed down her face, she could feel her soul being torn apart. She had done everything she could to make it work….but it just….hadn’t. Deep down, she knew it could’ve worked out, if only effort was made. Without effort you don’t accomplish anything, right? Silly girl, silly girl…she knew she could never be understood. Why was she so complicated? Why was she so messed up? Why couldn’t she just be sane? And why was she blamed for everything? These “whys” drove her crazy. Her heart broke down in agony. She hugged herself and screamed.

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Girl Online (review)

Girl Online (picture of the novel at the end), an amazing novel by Zoella is the very reason I thought of starting my own blog! This novel is just so beautifully written! The 3rd book from the Girl Online series, and it has my heart ❤

This story starts off with a girl named Penny trying to figure out her life, she has her boyfriend missing, has no clue where he is, and it kills her each day, even though she hides it. Her best friend, Elliot, is going through hardships of his own, his parents are thinking of getting a divorce. Penny’s friend, Megan, takes her to her school where she meets a guy, thinking maybe it’ll work out, she gives it a try. What happens next will remain a secret 😀 I recommend you all to buy these series, you won’t regret it!

This novel taught me what’s yours will always come back to you at the end. And this very thing has me going on in life! Thank you so much Zoella, for inspiring me & inspiring all those who have read this amazing novel! 

Yalnaz Alam

The demon

He’s right beside you, smiling at you & you can’t even see him. His fingers touch your hair ever so softly & you don’t feel it, apart from the sudden drop in the temperature… He whispers your name & you turn around & find no one standing there. And he laughs, he laughs so menacingly & stares right into your eyes, you only feel like you’re being stared at, not having the slightest idea that you’re being laughed at too…that’s him, that’s the thing who’s always been with you since the day you came into this world….that’s him…the demon that’s within your head. The demon, that lives within you & lives WITH you.

 Yalnaz Alam 

Exams :'(

Hey guys, so exam season’s just round the corner…..and I have lots of work to do. Appearing for my A-Level exams this year (I have sciences as my subjects), and it’s hell….any tips on how to do well in exams? Need ’em badly 😥

Connecting

Hello my fellow readers! Hope you are all good xx

I feel like I should connect to more people now, and I am so happy because I am getting a good response from you all, it’s the start of course I can’t shoot up straight to a thousand likes! If any of you ever want to talk to me or become friends, here’s where you can contact me!

Instagram : @yalnaz_alam

Twitter : @YalnazAlam

Follow me & I’ll follow back! xx

Until The Very End ❤

Mason Cooley said “Reading gives us someplace to go, when we have to stay where we are.” This is indeed true, when you open up a book, and the very first sentence catches your attention, you know deep down that it’s going to be a hell of a ride. Meeting new characters, going back in time if the novel’s based on the time way back. Now when I say “meeting new characters”, you really do meet them. You get to know them, their story. You step into a world of your own, taking in all the details that are in the book. That’s YOUR world, even after you have finished reading & you place the book down, that ” world” of yours remains with you until the very end ❤

Yalnaz Alam