Been a while

It’s been a while since I last updated something here! How have you all been? How’s everything? Have you guys bought any new novel or found yourself a new hobby? I’ve noticed that people don’t interact much on blogs, meaning that they either praise the blog but don’t answer any of the questions, I’d love it if you guys will interact more with me 🙂 This way we can get to know each other better ^.^

Lots of love xxx

– Yalnaz Alam

Reflections Of A Man {Book Review}

Hello there! I’m so happy that I finally got my hands on this amazing book, Reflections Of A Man by Mr. Amari Soul ❤

This book is a must have for every human! For me, it turned out to be a lifesaver! It was like talking to this really understanding gentleman,  all the burdens being lifted up from your shoulders when you finally see that there is still some hope left in the world, still some people who know exactly how you feel! 

This book can save many relationships! It makes you understand your partner more, how they feel, why they react the way that they react. In short, if you want to understand human nature, this book is a must have! ❤ Brilliant words that touch your soul! :’) Loved it! 

I’d be so happy if you guys could grab a copy of this and read it through once, I hope you all will love it as much as I did! ^-^ 

A little sneak peek from the book ❤

Hope you guys will have a great time reading it ❤

Yalnaz Alam

Wasn’t her fault

She just spent her days loving and caring for others, but no one appreciated that. She got worried so easily, and people would call her crazy for that, but she didn’t care, because the only thing that could keep her sane was the well-being of her loved ones. She was misunderstood, people called her oversensitive, mad, clingy…but she was none of those. God had just given her a heart that felt a lot, a soft heart amongst all the stone ones…it wasn’t her fault now, was it?

Yalnaz Alam 

I’m always here…

Needed a little study break so thought of writing here, it’s been long

This month has been one hell of a month for me! I can say that this year didn’t exactly start off as “great”, had many ups and downs, arguments with people, work load, etc etc. But in the end it all works out, right? I’ve had my fair share of problems to be honest, and only I can know how I dealt with them….

The thing with me is that I’ve never wanted to hurt anyone, no matter how much it hurts me in the process. A goody two shoes I am 😛 but well you see, this world isn’t made for the innocents, people like me are always stuck at one point or another! But I never give up, neither should you. And if any of my readers need a good listener, or wish to share their problems I’m always here…that’s all for tonight from my side, needed to clear my head a bit!

Lots of love xxx

Yalnaz Alam


She gasped for air, looking around, trying to shout for help, she knew that the attack was ephemeral, nevertheless it was taking the life out of her. Everyone failed to understand her, and her anxiety attacks. It crumpled her insides, she could never understand why she got them, she failed to understand why no one understood this misery of hers. The room was spinning before her very eyes, she felt sick to the stomach, she just wanted someone to hold her when she felt like she was dying. But she had no one. No one could understand how it felt when you couldn’t breathe good, or when you wanted to cry without any reason. No one could understand that no matter how hard she tried, anxiety always had a way of coming back to her. No one could understand how it felt, when you feel like you’re drowning in your very own miserable self.

Yalnaz Alam

Silly Girl

Tears streamed down her face, she could feel her soul being torn apart. She had done everything she could to make it work….but it just….hadn’t. Deep down, she knew it could’ve worked out, if only effort was made. Without effort you don’t accomplish anything, right? Silly girl, silly girl…she knew she could never be understood. Why was she so complicated? Why was she so messed up? Why couldn’t she just be sane? And why was she blamed for everything? These “whys” drove her crazy. Her heart broke down in agony. She hugged herself and screamed.

Yalnaz Alam

Girl Online (review)

Girl Online (picture of the novel at the end), an amazing novel by Zoella is the very reason I thought of starting my own blog! This novel is just so beautifully written! The 3rd book from the Girl Online series, and it has my heart ❤

This story starts off with a girl named Penny trying to figure out her life, she has her boyfriend missing, has no clue where he is, and it kills her each day, even though she hides it. Her best friend, Elliot, is going through hardships of his own, his parents are thinking of getting a divorce. Penny’s friend, Megan, takes her to her school where she meets a guy, thinking maybe it’ll work out, she gives it a try. What happens next will remain a secret 😀 I recommend you all to buy these series, you won’t regret it!

This novel taught me what’s yours will always come back to you at the end. And this very thing has me going on in life! Thank you so much Zoella, for inspiring me & inspiring all those who have read this amazing novel! 

Yalnaz Alam

The demon

He’s right beside you, smiling at you & you can’t even see him. His fingers touch your hair ever so softly & you don’t feel it, apart from the sudden drop in the temperature… He whispers your name & you turn around & find no one standing there. And he laughs, he laughs so menacingly & stares right into your eyes, you only feel like you’re being stared at, not having the slightest idea that you’re being laughed at too…that’s him, that’s the thing who’s always been with you since the day you came into this world….that’s him…the demon that’s within your head. The demon, that lives within you & lives WITH you.

 Yalnaz Alam 

Exams :'(

Hey guys, so exam season’s just round the corner…..and I have lots of work to do. Appearing for my A-Level exams this year (I have sciences as my subjects), and it’s hell….any tips on how to do well in exams? Need ’em badly 😥